There are alot of things that I enjoy in life and good music is one of them. Usually I can find a song and not just listen to it because I like it but actually understand what the artist is saying and relate it to my life. Every one who knows me knows that I like to listen to depressing songs I guess its the one way I can actually feel what the artist is going through. I usually dont stay on one song for very long and Im contstantly looking for new music. I wish I could make my own music and be able to put in words some of the things that Ive gone through. But any way I found a new band that I really like and the name of the band is Close to Home. They sound really good and I like them because they play about what they are going through. If you look up some of their songs check out “Forgive and Forget” this is by far my favorite song. Alright well I will keep you updated on any new bands I find.
June 30, 2006
June 6, 2006
Past
I often wonder why I never learn from my mistakes in life. Its like I just repeat everything over and over again and I sit there wondering why things went wrong. Im a History major you would think I would know this kind of stuff that if you dont learn from your past you are doomed to repeat it.
On a side not I just kind of tossed my phone over my shoulder with out even looking and mind you its dark in the room. And Im waiting to hear this hard sound as the phone hits the floor but there is no sound. And I think this is odd so I look for the phone on the floor and its not there. I have one shoe thats on the floor like 3 feet away and my phone landed in my shoe. Like I couldnt do that again even if I was looking but the fact I did it in the dark with out looking and on the first try man that was amazing. By the way I wasnt trying to make it in the shoe I wanted it to hit the ground yeah I know I take out all my aggresion on my phone I seriously need a punching bag.
June 5, 2006
Circus
This weekend we had the circus and it went pretty good over all just like Bryan was saying it comes and goes fairly quick and before you know it its all over which is good cause I dont think I could do it much longer. But yeah it was really hot and I think by last night the heat had effected me pretty bad. Alot of you are going to think this is funny and it is but Im blaming it on the heat because Im not usually this bad. So any ways last night while we were running the Obstacle course booth Stacy threw her keys at me and I honestly could not for the life of me ever remember what happened after that. But any ways we went on to start clean up and she couldnt find her keys and kept looking for a while. Later on I went to go help her look and started to think about what happened when we were in there and was like wait let me check my pockets and sure enough they were in there. I honestly cannot remember putting them in my pocket. Another thing that happened was I fell out of the minute man truck while trying to jump down yeah I know thats pretty bad. Well a little later on I was loading something in there and I kicked a cinder block with my shin cause I didnt see it and it started to bleed and bruised up pretty good. So then I'm thinking ok I really need to get home before I really hurt myself so as Im leaving I start driving out of the rose bowl and get to the stop sign and turn to start going back up the hill. As Im going up the hill Im starting to slowly realize something is wrong, now I know most people would see this right away but when Im that tired Im really slow haha. But as I was looking around I noticed there was a road on my right side and I was like hmm thats odd and then it hit me I was on the wrong side of the road. Yeah I know thats pretty bad and trust me thats the first time ever doing that and it will be the last. Luckily no one was driving on that side of the road otherwise that would have been interesting.
June 1, 2006
Bad Day
Today has been really hard on me and its days like this when I really miss my dog. When I used to have bad days I would go and just sit with her and no matter how mad or upset I was she was always there with me. She would try and make me happy by just doing funny stuff and just being my dog and being happy to see me was usually all it took to cheer me up.
